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Update on life

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Hey guys! How are you all? c:

I know that for a few months I've been less than active on this site, but hey - it is over now. Private life had kept me occupied, university brought a loadshit of work and only recently have I finished all of my exams. I passed everything, so now I can finally lie back and relax, focusing on my own art, commissions and roleplays.

This year's been pretty hectic, but somewhat enjoyable. My emotional state had its ups and downs, anxiety and stress levels had skyrocketed, university could be rough, but there was some good stuff too! I've lost a lost of weight since the beginning of the year, keeping to one of my resolutions and I've met some wonderful new people! Since this summer I will be nerding out with shirowscafe I will try to get all commission work done by the mid July in order to have some properly free time to spare uvu I apologize for all the wait I had to put you guys through!

I can finally pick up my group activity as well, so expect to see more memes and arts for MirrorCircus! I've recently scouted out another Polish group I want to try out and as for Pokelia... I need to try to get my head back in the game. It seems I fell out of sync with Aramis more than I have initially supposed ;u;'

I am aware that at this point I've kind of... abandoned Mechanismon, but this year it finally came to my notice that being a main admin is much more work than being a member. Since I will be studying for few more years to come still, I will have less and less time... I am actually thinking of giving it away to someone who can do it proper justice, as I do not feel like I qualify anymore. It is a matter I will have to resolve sooner than later, so I will get back to that eventually.

Memoria is not dead, fear not! Pages have not been coming out because of lack of time, but both me and greerby are still very much active on the subject. We've discussed the plotline, schedule and format of the comic, and now that school is over we can come back to where we have left off - they've been standing under that bridge for far too long, don't you think?

I think that covers most of what's been happening in my life these days and sorry for keeping you guys in the dark for so long! Self-discipline and updates are not my strong points these days, haha;
I hope everything is going well for you and expect a back-in-the-game stream soon! \o/

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I don't know about you, but I'm kind of happy 2014 is over and done with. It had it's good moments but... I am looking forward to 2015 much more. As it has been ever since I remember Jan 1st is usually followed by Jan 3rd, meaning my birthday - this one is special as I no longer qualify as a teenager. When did I turn twenty, guys? I'm just sitting here and contemplating - time really does pass fast.

I've been on DA for about 7 years now and I would like to thank each and one of you for how far we've come! I never would have imagined I would have almost 1000 watchers, makes a girl feels accomplished. I've met some irreplacable people in here, and even if I don't talk much anymore I want you to know that I still hold you very close to my heart! University and life has been keeping me busy, and so in turn my activity has been dropping - I hope to remedy that starting this year!

For my resolutions, the most important one is getting healthier - I've been to some medical tests and I am practically a trash bag shaped like a human being. Living on the verge on dehydration, getting fatter.... well, it's about time I did something about it. 2015 is a year for drinking proper amounts of water, eating vegetables, losing weight and going swimming. If it goes well, perhaps I won't feel so self-concious about my body anymore.

I want to draw more. For myself. The assigments for school really cut back my time and motivation for doing anything personal, most of what I've started I can't bring myself to finish - commissions, paintings... This year I want to try drawing everyday for myself, even if it's just a simple sketch. I don't feel like I've improved all that much but I'm sure I can squeeze out some potential if I just move my procrastinating ass and do something about it.

Last but not least, I want to sort out my thoughts and feelings - I come from a family where everybody keeps eachother at distance, everyone needs their space. We very much love eachother, this is simply our dynamic that I've inherited. I don't talk about my feelings very often and lately I've been feeling as if too much has been bottling up, I feel overwhelmed - 2014 has been rather trying for my personal life and well, since I don't talk about it... I will just try to draw it out. I'm planning to do a series of comics for my confused musings, in hope it will help me understand myself and let the weight drop, slightly at least. A catharsis, if you will.

Well, this is getting a big long now, so I shall just cut it here.

Here's to 2015 and I wish you guys a wonderful year!

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Hey guys! uvu :heart:

YingNeko has opened commissions recently, and I recommend all of you to check her out!

CHECK OUT THIS JOURNAL FOR MORE INFO!

She does great traditional art, with the amount of details that will make you cry at the mere thought of it. If you have some money to spare, you know who to call! :heart:




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18th Birthday

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Happy Birthday to me! Happy birthday to me! Happy birthday dear me, happy birthday to me!

Officialy 18 now. I don't know what to think.
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